I’ve struggled this week, if I am honest, with a lot of little things all ganging up together for a concerted assault on my faith. Things haven’t been going according to plan.
Frustrations, annoyances and grievances have been bubbling to the surface. I’ve been feeling a distinct lack of respect and a perception that I am not getting what I deserve.
But this is precisely the problem and is the reason why I’ve been struggling in the first place. I’ve been focusing on what I want. I’ve been focusing on how I feel. I’ve been letting “me” dominate my life. I’ve been drifting off and didn’t even realise it was happening.
Truth be told this has been happening for a few weeks now – although more subtly.
The last few days merely brought everything to the surface.