I’m feeling completely fed-up, frustrated, bored, impatient and ill tempered today. The source of those feelings are to do with things on this earth that are not at all concerning to God so why do they bother me?
However, although I maybe experiencing those feelings, doesn’t mean I am succumbing to them. I’m still friendly and helpful. I’m still nice. I’m still “me”. I’m just closing myself off to others to avoid snapping or being difficult.
I’m not chatty and social today. I’m too ashamed to reveal the reasons because they are things that I know God doesn’t want me to care about. I should and need to rise above such pettiness which, by closing myself off and not “complaining”, I am allowing myself to do.
God will provide those things which I truly need in this life so I must trust in Him to help and guide me through tricky days like today.